He knew Spring was on the way, the ice was melting and the water began to move around him. He stretched his topmost fin and tested his swimming power. All systems in working order but now he had to eat. Too early for fishermen and their live bait and it was too early for the men from the fish hatchery. Trilby was always happy to see his new cousins pile out of that big noisy truck from the hatchery. Then the spring rains began and he had to swim for his life, the water was coming faster than he could swim so he relaxed under the hidden shelf of the riverbank and let it flow by him. The mother deer that lived in the neighboring woods came by with her fawn to have a drink; she spotted Trilby and winked at him. He did not want to leave his comfy hiding place, he knew if he ventured into the rushing water he would be pushed along so swiftly he might lose control and decided to try and for almost a day he let the water take him and the wooly bear that landed on his back onward. The caterpillar had wisely jumped to a leaf to keep her feet and fur dry and before they knew it, they were in the reservoir at West Boylston. Trilby looked around and saw some of his missing cousins who left home in Quinapoxet just before the freeze. They were glad to see him and took him to their favorite shelter under the shore away from people. Fishing was actually restricted at water supply lakes making this lake almost without fishermen and Trilby was very hungry. So his cousins took him to their secret eating-place. There were all kinds of mayfly nymphs waiting to hatch and be caught. It wouldn’t be long before the air would be alive with mayflies skimming over the water. Trilby’s friend Bill a favorite angler would soon be arriving with his boots and poles and fishing lures. He liked this man because he did not fish to feed himself but for the sport of catching a fish and each time Trilby was hooked on his lure, Bill reached down and carefully unhooked him setting him free. Part of the fun of being caught was to see the colorful flies that Bill made.
The brown trout cousins did not appreciate Trilby’s liking for this fisherman and decided to play a trick on both the man and the fish. A special place down by the pumping station had some big brown sticks that looked like fish so they pushed and shoved with all fins working until finally the sticks were arranged so that even Trilby thought they were ugly brown trout. He, of course was a Rainbow and proud of it.
A car stopped on the road above the reservoir and sure enough a fisherman came down the path whistling. Most fishermen whistle, there is something about fishing that makes men and boys happy, Trilby thought maybe that was one reason he did not mind being caught.
The fisherman, this time another Bill, got all his gear ready, waded into the water not too far from the fish-like branches that were so carefully positioned. He had a gleam in his eye, could not wait to get his lure into the water and catch one of those brown (branch) trout. The trick meant for Trilby was about to backfire. Bill’s boot hit one of the branches and when it did not swim away he realized he was being tricked. Then Trilby did one of his famous leaps out of the water just like Winslow Homer’s painting, diverting Bill’s attention; the day was saved! Trilby found more mayfly nymphs attached to the fake fish branches. The disgusted fisherman walked out of the water and made his way up the path, angry that he had been tricked. He drove away toward the river and left all those fish behind. He knew a better place to fish upstream of the reservoir. Where do you think that was? You are right! up the Quinnie River. Soon he was happy to see mother frog leading her tadpoles to their new home upriver. As they swam along people appeared at the entrance to the town well property. There was an opening in the bushes where they liked to come in the early winter for black alder berries and in summer to see the bottle gentian, a rare treat.And Trilby swam back up the stream to his hiding place under the shelf and continued to watch the world swim by.
J.P. NEALE
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Thursday, December 9, 2010
ANGER AND RESENTMENT
I
ANGER AND RESENTMENT
DO NOT A HAPPY PERSON MAKE
BUT IF YOU TAKE SOMEONE BY THE HAND
AND HOLD ON TIGHT
YOU MIGHT FIND THAT ALL THAT BAD FEELING
WILL DISAPPEAR OVERNIGHT.
THAT SOMEONE’S HAND MIGHT BE IN TOUCH WITH GOD
SO KEEP HOLDING ON
UNTIL THE ANGER IS GONE.
II
GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH YOU ACHE
AND FEELS YOUR PAIN FULL WELL
BUT HOLD HIS HAND AND BE PATIENT
HE’LL BEWORKING ON YOU FOR A SPELL.
III
SHARE YOUR HEART WITH OTHERS
UNTIL YOU CAN LET GO
AND THEN ANGER AND RESENTMENT
WILL BE BURIED IN WINTER’S SNOW.
BURIED OUT OF SIGHT
YOU CAN’T EVEN SEE IT
THE SNOW HAS PURIFIED IT AND
RELEASED YOU FROM ITS SIGHT.
SO CLEANSE YOUR HEART AND MIND
TILL ALL IS LEFT BEHIND
YOU’LL BE A BETTER PERSON
WITH CLEAN HEART AND MIND.
j.p. neale
written after experiencing another person's anger and resentment.
Monday, November 15, 2010
Credo
I can only tell you what I believe; I believe:
I cannot be saved by foreign policies.
I cannot be saved by the sexual revolution.
I cannot be saved by the gross national product.
I cannot be saved by nuclear deterrents.
I cannot be saved by aldermen, priests, artists,
plumbers, city planners, social engineers,
nor by the Vatican,
nor by the World Buddhist Association,
nor by Hitler, nor by Joan of Arc,
nor by angels and archangels,
nor by powers and dominions,
I can be saved only by Jesus Christ.
Daniel Berrigan (born 1921)
I cannot be saved by foreign policies.
I cannot be saved by the sexual revolution.
I cannot be saved by the gross national product.
I cannot be saved by nuclear deterrents.
I cannot be saved by aldermen, priests, artists,
plumbers, city planners, social engineers,
nor by the Vatican,
nor by the World Buddhist Association,
nor by Hitler, nor by Joan of Arc,
nor by angels and archangels,
nor by powers and dominions,
I can be saved only by Jesus Christ.
Daniel Berrigan (born 1921)
Friday, October 29, 2010
LOUISA
Louisa will help.
Words have dried up
In this desert of paper
Will I ever awake
And find the next caper?
Of course , it will come
You have Louisa to help
Your brain isn’t numb
And the files are not vapor.
So busy yourself
Get your fingers typing
Get down from the shelf
Take Louisa in hand
She will guide you back home
To finish Fruitlands.
JANE NEALE
Written while writing about an imaginary visit with Louisa May Alcott
Words have dried up
In this desert of paper
Will I ever awake
And find the next caper?
Of course , it will come
You have Louisa to help
Your brain isn’t numb
And the files are not vapor.
So busy yourself
Get your fingers typing
Get down from the shelf
Take Louisa in hand
She will guide you back home
To finish Fruitlands.
JANE NEALE
Written while writing about an imaginary visit with Louisa May Alcott
Monday, October 18, 2010
The Place Where We Are Right
From the place where we are right
Flowers will never grow
In the spring.
The place where we are right
Is hard and trampled
Like a yard.
But doubts and loves
Dig up the world
Like a mole, a plow.
And a whisper will be heard in the place
Where the ruined
House once stood.
Yehuda Amichai
Flowers will never grow
In the spring.
The place where we are right
Is hard and trampled
Like a yard.
But doubts and loves
Dig up the world
Like a mole, a plow.
And a whisper will be heard in the place
Where the ruined
House once stood.
Yehuda Amichai
Monday, October 4, 2010
WANDERING THOUGHTS
OF THE HOLOCAUST
IS A SHORT FILM
OF A YOUNG BOY
SITTING ON A TABLE
SHAKING
SHIVERING
HE WAS BEING SUBJECTED
TO REPEATED BLOWS
ON THE HEAD
TO STUDY THEIR EFFECTS
HE WAS A JEW
A NON-PERSON
USELESS AS A STONE
THROWN IN A LAKE
RINDS OF MELON
THROWN IN THE GARBAGE
TOOLS TO BE USED
TILL THEY BREAK
THEN DISCARDED
IT WOULD BE NICE TO THINK
THAT IT HAPPENED
IN ANOTHER PLACE
IN ANOTHER TIME
BUT IT’S HAPPENING NOW
AND HAS HAPPENED NOW
WHILE DIVES DINES
LAZARUS DIES
LIKE A PIECE OF PAPER
A TOY OF THE WIND
PLAYED WITH
THEN FORGOTTEN
WHEN WILL YOU COME
LORD JESUS
WHEN WILL YOU COME
TO RESCUE US FROM OURSELVES
TO GIVE DIGNITY TO DIRT
WATER TO DRY LAND
VISION TO THE BLIND
DREAMS TO THE DUNG HEAP
AWARENESS OF THE NEEDS OF OTHERS
AND A HELPING HAND
FRANK A VOLLMER
THINK ABOUT IT
is only being hungry, naked and homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved and uncared for is the greatest poverty. We must start in our own homes to remedy this kind of poverty. Mother Teresa | >>We think sometimes that poverty is only being hungry, naked and homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved and uncared for is the greatest poverty. We must start in our own homes to remedy this kind of poverty. Mother Teresa |
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